~270107~
a date i'll nv 4get.
we'll b 2gether 4 life.
i'll always luv u.
n i wldnt leave u.
=).. she's finallie accepted me. =) .it may hav been a lng wait. bt it was wrth it. even b4 we
became a couple. we had alreadi been thru alot of ups n dwn. been apart for weeks. yet we went thru it.
showin hw strng out luv was. hw much we luved each other. =). well. i'm 2 overjoyed. bt i've been waitin
a lng tym 4 tis dae 2 come. n it finallie has. =) . i luv u honey. lao po.
o well. sorrie guys. n gals. i knw u all hav been buggging me 2 update 4 a lng tym. =x. sorrie. so sorrie.
hmmz. was away much of e dec period. went 2 europe. been 2 italy, paris, london, rome, venice, switzerland, holand.. wonder if i left out ani? bt it was a fun trip =). definetly luved n enjoyed it .=).
bt i treali missed her. it wld hav been a much beta trip if she was arnd wif me =). haix. aniwae. i wonder wen e 'o' results r cmin out. =( .been meaning 2 get a job. bt i havent gt round 2 it. lazi me.
hahax. aniwae. i reali dun knw wad else 2 blog abt. xcept 4 e fact tt i'm super happie i hav her. theres nth much else 2 sae. =( heex. aniwae u guyz n galz tke cre k. i'll blog another tym. =).
cyz arnd. lao po. wo ai ni.. =)
270107
u'll b e onlie ger i luv frm nw,
scarred_vincent.12:04 PM
Friday, November 17, 2006
i said i luv u.
n i mean it.
i said i wun leave.
n i mean it.
treat u well n u wun leave
tts wad u said.
n i will do it.
i wun let u b hurt.
i'll giv u hapiness.
Fuckin hell. wad gets us by in tis wrld mst of e tym. its lies. hw do u xpect me 2 get wad i 1
den. it sux. cnt u trust me. fuckin hell. i hate u. nw she's confused n upset.
if she leaves me i wun eva 4giv u. i mean it. u all wun knw hw impt she is 2 me.
no1 will knw. i may seem indifferent on e outside. u may find tt i'm nt tis type of person.
bt i m. she's e luv of my life. n i wun leave her. no i wun. so 2 hell wif so many of u.
all i want is her. 4 her 2 b happie. tts all. i cn do away wif everitink else.
fuck it. fuck my life. it sux. i'm sad. i'm cryin. haix. fuckin assholes.
Honey. i wun metion ur name cuz u dun lyk it. bt u knw whu u r. cuz i onlie hav u.
i dun 1 ani1 else. i juz luv u 2 bits. i'll tke cre of u 4 e rest of ur life. i wun eva leave u.
i wun abandon u. i wun put u aside. u're #1 in my heart n tt wll nv change.. no1
will eva b able 2 replace u in my heart. u hold a special place. a special person u r.
u're e onlie 1 whu cn eva cheer me up wen i'm sad. u juz hav tt ability 2.
bcuz u're e angel of my dreams. no1 is beta den u in my eyes. i luv u 4 whu u r.
n i'll treat u well 4eva. i will giv u wadeva u 1. all tt u desire. i mean it. i swear i wun leave.
i knw u dun 1 b hurt by relationships animre. n i wun let u be. i'll b wif u 4eva.. wun eva
leave u. u may ask me y. i dun hav an ans 4 tt ques.. its juz a feelin . e luv tt i hav 4 u. n
i dun doubt it at all. i knw its u i wana b wif 4eva. no1 else.
i'll go against their words. i'll do anitink. i'll giv my everitink. juz 2 treat u well. juz 2 see
u happie. juz 2 let u knw hw much i cre. juz so tt u wun b alne. bcuz i luv u.
yes. mayb i admit. i cnt live w/o u. i've reached a point of no return. whr i juz wan 2 b wif u
4eva. we've gone thru so much. we've been 2gether n shared so much happie tymz.
n i wun eva 4get them. u wun b a memory of my past. u will b a figure in my life.
e reason i'm alive. u're e reason 4 my existence. bcuz i luv u. bcuz i cre.
i dun wana lose u. plz dun go . dun leave. hao ai ni. hao xiang ni.
520 1314 3344
its u i wana b wif.
its u i luv.
no1 else cn eva replace u in y heart.
lyk e sun in e sky.
lyk e moon in e night sky.
i wana brighten up ur life.
2 knw tt i'm alwyas here 4 u.
by urside.
silently protectin u.
givin u a happie life.
a life tt u wana live.
a life tt u will enjoy.
a life filled with luv.
luv frm e bottom of my heart.
an unbroken stream of luv.
bcuz i luv u.
bcuz i cre.
bcuz i cnt live w/o u.
i dun 1 c u sad.
or hurt animre.
u're 2 impt. 2 precious.
183 520 1314 3344.
je t'aime.
I Luv You.
W eneva u feel sad.
E veritink doesnt look rite 2 u.
N ever fear u'll b alne
D un b afraid
Y es' i'm there.
L ook n see. u'll see me.
I 'll b there 4 u.
M y luv 4 u will neva fade.
=I Luv U.
u'll b e onlie ger i luv frm nw,
scarred_vincent.10:07 PM
Thursday, November 09, 2006
u're my onlie 1.
i wun eva let u go.
we'll b 2gether 4eva.
i'll wait 4 u.
u're e onlie ger in my heart.
haix. o's r gona b over. bt y m i unhappy. i'm weird? no. i'm nt. haix..
i understand.. i knw u wana wrk. bt yes. i dun deny i'm v sad. i knw u dun lyk it.
i knw hw u will feel. tts y i dun 1 sae anitink. i'll put on a happie front 4 u.
i'll try my best 2 b happie. bt i dun tink i cn. i mean. i was so lookin 4ward 2 being wif u
afta my exams. i was lookin 4ward 2 speandin tis weekend wif u. bt nw. i juz wish
tym wld stp. i juz wish i cld b by urside. bt no. i wun leave u no matter wad.
i wonder hw will i m able 2 get by tis hols. mayb its gud tt u wrk 2.
afta all i wun b arnd for 2 weeks.
i'll b understanding. i'll b there 4 u. i'll make sure i cn mit u weneva u 1 me 2.
its juz e beggining. i dun mind if u dun spend my bdae wif me.
bt i juz hpe i cn keep u company on ur bdae. if u dun wish 2 or m unable 2.
den. haix. i'll juz hav 2 sae nvm again. wad cn i do.
i said i'll do anitink 4 u. i wun eva let u go. i wun eva hurt u.
bt GOD. i hate u. y muz u do tis 2 me. y cnt u let me b wif her.
i desperately wanted 2 make up everitink i had deprived her off durin e past few weeks.
bt u cnt even let me do tt? WTF. i hate u!! y do so many ppl believe in u.
i've made u happie 4 e past few daez. i've kept u happie.n i wan it 2 continue.
i dun wana make u sad animre. bt i'm so afraid i cnt. i dun knw hw.
i'm nt rdy 2 face life w/o u by myside. we've onlie juz begun. i wan it 2 cont. n last 4eva.
i hpe i cn find smetink 2 occupy myself. so tt i wun feel so lonely n miserable.
bt i knw nth will b able 2 take u off my mind. u're always in my mind.. in my heart.
luvin u has been a blessin. i'm so glad i met u. i'll nv 4get e tymz we spent 2gether.
we'll nv part. i swear i mean everi wrd tt i sae 2 u.
sometymz i tink abt me n u.
i wonder hw we manage 2 survive tis far.
seems that love always a reason.
to keep me here believin.
when we feel our love is slipping away.
and it seems that love always a reason.
to make me stay.
and even through the darkest night.
the feeling survives.
and you know when you look at me.
you'll find the reason in my eyes.
tt i luv u n i wun eva leave u.
183 520 1314 3344
je t'aime
sinno me morro.
honey' i swear i wun eva leave u.
i promise 2 b here weneva u nid me.
i'll b e person whu'll guide u thru e darkest tymz.
no matter wad happens.
i wun leave u.
even wen i die. i may leave u physically.
bt spiritually i'll always b wif u.
protectin u frm whreva i m.
luv u 4eva
u'll b e onlie ger i luv frm nw,
scarred_vincent.2:49 AM
a penknife cut.
paper thin.
scarred myself.
sorrie 4 all e hurt.
nv meant it at all.
juz a jerk i m.
smehw. i've hurt u alot 2dae. i nv meant 2 yet i hav. i didnt mean 2 insist.
i juz wanted badly 2. yes. i hurt u. no i didnt mean 2. believe me or not.
tts e truth. i hate myself 4 hurtin u. nt tt it matters.
cuz i knw u hurt 2. some kind of guy i m huh.
promisin nt 2 let u b hurt. yet i'm e 1 whu hurt u.
deep inside i juz care. i'm concerned. though wad i do may hurt u. bt i reali care.
i dun lyk 2 see u hurt. u knw. weneva i see u dwn. hurt. sad. i feel hurt as well.
my heart feels lyk its juz been stab right thru.
make me a bette person. i dun wana lose u. its u i'll b wif 4eva. i wan u.
i wun let u go. dun wana let u b hurt by luv again. neva again.
i swear 2 e gods. if i eva leave u. lightning will strike me n kill me. whereva i m.
i'll always b here 4 u. if nt physically. den metally. spiritually.
its all abt u. nth else matters. i told u i luved u. n i mean it.
we bth share smetink speacial. i cn feel it in u. u're juz unsure.
may i be e 1 whu cn assure u. u wun b hurt by luv animre. i'll be e onlie 1 for u.
i promise.
i knw i've been a jerk.
an idiot.
a stinkin bastard.
juz another guy.
yet i knw i dun wana hurt u.
i dint mean 2.
i'll prove it 2 u.
tym n onlie b my judge wen i sae i wun leave u.
i've made a scar in my heart.
ur name lies in there.
n it will nt b replaced.
nt a visible scar.
bt an emotional 1.
u may nt see it.
bt i hurt alot wen i see u sad n hurt as well.
i'm tryin hard 2 b e guy 4 u.
i wana giv u everitink u 1.
i wana make u happie.
wadeva it takes.
i'll do it.
i'm sorrie i cnt b perfect.
bt i'll try 2 b as gud 2 u as i cn.
i cn assure u tt i wun eva leave u.
i wun eva stp luvin u.
u're e 1 for me.
e 1 i will always luv.
4giv me once again.
hurt u.
hate me.
scarred me.
i reali luv u. i swear. i promise.
u'll b e onlie ger i luv frm nw,
scarred_vincent.11:37 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
i'ld nv let u go.
i'll giv u happiness.
everitink tt u desire.
it hurts me wen u're sad or hurt.
i knw sme of u r wondering y my blog is always abt luv n sadness.
yeah.. i knw tts true. bt u see. my blog is a place whr i vent my sadness. my anger.
i hope u guys will understand. if u dun its okae. i dun blame u.. u cn choose juz
nt 2 read my blog. haix. sorrie again .
eh. i'm confused right nw. dun knw wad 2 blog. onlie knw i'm v sad n hurt.
well. had o' prat 2dae. shld b quite ok la. onlie my last ans i write wrng. missed out
e 'sulphate' frm my copper sulphate. fuck . bt nvm.. gt 1 mark at least. haix.
kinda tired .. bt wth. i hurt her again.. FUCK.. y.. haix. i wish i had mre tym on my hands.
a part of me saes i shld let her go. cuz i dun wana kip hurtin her. bt another part of me
asks me 2 treasure her. i'm confused. bt hell. i reali luv her. n i mean it.
sme ppl sae if u reali luv a person. let them go. n if they r meant 2 b urs. they will come back.
haix. bt i'm juz afraid of losing u. so afraid.
yet. mayb.. i'm nt e guy u nid or want. i'm tryin hard 2 b 1 though. i may nt b ur dream guy.
bt i hpe 2 giv u e happiness u 1. 2 b here 4 u weneva u nid me.
i'll luv u lyk no other. i reali miss u. haix. plz b happie.
我们最想要的东西只握在喜欢的人手上
给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
忘了是怎麼開始
也許就是對你有一種感覺
忽然間發現自己
以深深愛上你
真的很簡單
u'll b e onlie ger i luv frm nw,
scarred_vincent.6:33 AM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
i'm sorrie if i hurt u.
i dun 1 2 c u lyk tis.
it seems so weird.
4giv me 4 everitink i've done.
bloody fuckin hell. nth seems 2 go right tis daes. giv mi a place 2 go. whr i cn relax 4 a dae.
i feel lyk i'm breakin. i seem so distant frm my family nw. been skippin sch.
o lvls r here. n if tt is nt stress enuf. it seems i hve hurt u.
although i knw i dun mean 2 hurt u. smehw i hav. u dun knw hw much i luv u.
hurtin u wld b smetink i will nv wan 2 do. i'ld rather kill myself den 2 hav 2 hurt u.
sme1 help me.. ani1. save me. cuz i find i'm drowning. dying. bt i still wun giv up on u.
nt till i die. plz tell me wads wrng. wads goin on. i wan u 2 b happie again.
if i die . knw tt i will nv 4get u. i'll look over u in heaven.
i hpe u'll b happie. for urself. hpefully i cn make u see e light byond e darkness.
if i cn survive tis period. i'm nt goin 2 if i keep up my lifestyle i've been leadin 4
4 e past 2 daes. shant sae animre.
i've waited 4 u for 16 yrs.
n i finallie met u.
e ger of my dreams.
my angel frm heaven.
n i'll nv let u go.
i'v came tis far n i wun stp nw.
gona make u believe in luv again.
2 trust relationships.
however u juz hav 2 trust me.
4 i wun let u go once i hav u.
gona treasure u.
hold u tight in my arms.
i'll do wadeva it takes.
anitink at all.
even if i were 2 break down n die.
its all worth it.
for u anitink is worth it.
believe in me.
trust me.
u'll b e onlie ger i luv frm nw,
scarred_vincent.4:47 AM
~frm me 2 u.. a token of my luv 4 u.
i've neva felt tis way b4.
i hve nv luved sme1 so much b4.
i knw u nid tym.
i'm willing 2 giv u all e tym u nid
juz rmb tt i'll b right here waitin 4 u.
luvin u has no boundaries.
hmmz.. boring life. 2dae went back 2 sch again. idiot la. i go bck den all e tchers
nv teach. haix. bloddy fuck. nonsense de. wadeva la. waste my tym.
stay at hme beta sia. hmm.. aniwae sch past pretty fast 2ae ba.
den aftn went 2 watch ' john tucker must die ' .. NICE shw .lolx. =x.
hmmz. mane is goin 2 kill me. he'll sae i go watch shw w/o him again. kekex.
sorrie bro. lolx. i will watch ' stayin alive ' wif u k. hahax. den afta tt went walk
arnd b4 goin 2 plae candle. =x..
Lattern festival u knw. so muz plae. hmmz. bt tis is e firz tym i was so serious.
i dint hav e mood 2 exactly burn candles. rather i had a motive. < nice ma e picture on top.
i put in my meart n soul 2 make de nor. although is nt big. bt diff u knw. so windy. >
bt nvm. i'ld do it 4 her. bt i guess she wasnt touched. haix. so dissapointed.
nvm . i wun giv u up. hmmz. kinda fun nah. plae wif fire sparklers.
haix. bt was so moodless at e end. fuck. nvm. well ... i made it thru another dae. haix.
cya guys arnd. tc.
i've neva been mre sure abt my decissions b4.
i made up my mind 2 luv u. n i will.
i'll be there 4 u weneva u nid me.
tym is smetink i cn giv u.
luv is smetink i'll nv run out of.
u're e gal i wan 2 b wif.
giv me ur luv n let me b by urside.
2 take care of u 4 e rest of my life.
u'll b e onlie ger i luv frm nw,
scarred_vincent.8:16 AM
